Dear diary,

I still do not understand the meaning of the Ixali term "neuker".

While I initially suspected it may refer to an individual of great destructive prowess, as terms used to refer to me often are, as I spend more time immersed in the vernacular, I am beginning to suspect the Ehcatl Nine are referring to me as something akin to 'the featherless fucker'.

I believe I enjoy Ixali culture.